May 2013
19 posts
4 tags
I think my upstairs neighbour is having a party. So you know where’ I’ll be!
… on my sofa, under my blanket, with a book.
3 tags
2 tags
3 stories
(i have had this saved in my drafts for at least 2 years. i don’t know why i’m posting this now but i have been feeling anxious, bored and lonely and unable to express myself. i’m not sure posting this will help, but at least i feel like i’m communicating something to someone.)
1.
One of my earliest memories is from when I was about 3 years old. It was before we moved to...
4 tags
2 tags
dinhtheresa:
I like being alone, but I hate the feeling of being lonely.
When you’re alone, you have time for yourself. Your thoughts finally catch up to you. You set your mind on things and everything is just clearer. Nothing’s bothering you and everything just feels right for once.
When you feel lonely, you feel as if no one’s there for you. It feels like no one understands you or is...
2 tags
2 tags
4 tags
4 tags
April 2013
10 posts
1 tag
There’s a seed of an idea growing again. A tiny little start of a plan. And I’m terrified…
3 tags
This week's causes of anxiety
*trying to figure out which trains to book to and from the airport
*research to buy a new camera.
*that i’m silly thinking i’ll figure out how a DSLR camera works
*trying to remember how to pack a backpack
*i’ve never even slept in a tent and now i’m going trekking around mongolia
*i hate my job
*what if i bought the wrong sleeping bag and i’ll freeze to death?
...
3 tags
also: if you’re making spinach pastry-thingies and didn’t make enough spinach filling for all the pastries, it’s not a bad idea to fill the last one with a couple little left-over easter eggs. Not a bad idea at all…
you know what’s not fun? When you make awesome spinach pastry-thingies for dinner and they turn out great and look like they could be pictured in a cookbook and there’s no one to share the awesomeness with.
March 2013
3 posts
4 tags
1 tag
Should I watch 2001: A space oddessey or Sleepless in Seattle?
February 2013
5 posts
3 tags
I had a not so great job interview today.
Why do I need a carreer anyway? I mean it. I just want to make enough money to get by and then be left alone the rest of the time. And preferably also while I’m making the money. Though that’s not going to happen.
It was also a 2,5 hour commute. Not worth it.
I’m nearly 30 and I don’t have it all figured out. At all. I...
January 2013
5 posts
I feel I have too much clutter in my life and yet I bought another 40 euro worth of home decorations yesterday evening.
I’m obsessed with cozy because I live alone I think.
Or maybe I should just stay away from online shops with sales late at night.
Writing a cover letter and cv.
I either write way too much or am so condensed Oz from Buffy seems like a blabbermouth…
I think I’ll go for too much… and hope they’ll make the effort to read it all…
I also would really like this job…
Just found 155USD in a heap of papers and such I collected on my travels last year.
Nice.
i just want to stay home and watch dr who today.
December 2012
8 posts
4 tags
7 tags
Because it is almost new year’s; a small list of hopes for 2013. I know it’s more common to make new year’s resolutions, but I’m no good at keeping them. So instead: hopes.
- a new carreer direction. I have an idea for this, but it seems impossible to make happen. So I hope i can find a solution for that.
- a creative drive. I seem to have lost mine and I’d like it...
4 tags
nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous, nervous,...
3 tags
