July 2010
28 posts
“I’ve always been a sort of self-imposed outsider, not a geeky outsider or a snobby outsider but I just have a natural desire to live on the fringe. I’m not like a weirdo with a trench-coat but I just prefer to be alone or minimally surrounded by people.”
—Sara Quin (via swaymyway) (via isokronzz) (via tabbyhaswhores) (via teganandsasa) (via fuckyeahsaraquin)
So yesterday
I first saw this
Then I saw this
And then later that night I went to my cousin’s wedding
And here’s the secret confession part: it all made me a little sad to be alone. All my cousins are getting married/buying houses/moving in together/having kids. And I felt lonely for just a split second as I realised that I wasn’t doing any of these things. That I’m not even close to doing any of this. So there; in between feeling very happy for everyone else, i felt a little sad for myself. But only for a little while.
There is a neighbourhood/street party going on in my neighbourhood
and they’re playing really bad music really loudly.
It’s irritating me and messing with my head and i can’t concentrate and i had to put down my book even though it was really good.
I’m getting pissed off here.
Someone please give me money so i can move to the city?
I swear this is the second time they’re blasting dolly parton’s 9 to 5. And that’s one of the better songs they’re playing.
It's 31°C inside my house
that’s almost 88°F.
I haven’t dared to venture outside since lunchtime. I also have no airconditioning, only a fan. I put pannels of aluminium foil on my bedroom windows.
But it’s still too hot.
I know I complained about it being too cold for too long.
But this is too much, miss Sun, too much.
I wish you had a dimmer, rather than just an on and off switch.
